I guess the change in blogskin could represent my renewed attempt to blog. Now that I'm less busy and stuff.
SYF's finally over. Though it's definitely unsatisactory and slightly bitter, it makes me realise how going through so much practices together can help strengthen bonds you have with others even further. Even though the practices drains your energy and brain juice. I have no regrets playing in Harmonica Band. We may not be greatly respected nor highly prestigious but we are no different from the rest of the performing arts. We put in a whole lot of effort and passion into playing our instrument.
If you think it's easy.. well, it's not. Go do something about your ignorance.
Anyway, on a lighter note, went shopping with the girls yesterday! haha. It was super hard trying to get something that fits the group song. OMG. So fun. Kept teasing Xinyi and Yuling looks like her mom. haha. Makes me crave for another shopping trip! Walked so much until my toes felt like it was going to drop off. heh.
Now that we're going to play as a group, I'm feeling a bit jittery playing in front of an audience.. cause usually, I get a sense of security playing with the band since I wont be fully exposed to the attention of the audience. haha.
I hope I dont get stage fright.
I've got lots of stuff to do and I guess I'm gonna use the long weekend to catch up with my tutorials. There's another lit essay due! I cant believe it. I've barely recovered from the last 2 essays, and out pops another. Bleagh.
I'm 18 and yet, I'm treated like I'm 14. It's stifling.
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ON HIATUS.
HOPEFULLY TEMPORARY
SYF's COOOOMMMMIIIIINNNNGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I'm having a freaking dilemma and there's no one to talk to.
There's so much on my mind and I need an outlet. The people I want to talk to and rant to are busy, I just dont dare to go and disturb them.
My fears and worries are being bottled up. I feel like PMS-ing everyday.
My mind's tired and my physical isnt exactly in a very good state right now. Argh. Maybe I'm being paranoid.
Everything is a huge headache and it feels so cloudy!!
Endure.
It's just a question of how long more.
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Lijun, Felicia, Yuling, Guo Meng, Amy, Xinyi, Jocelyn, Me and the black forest cake.
It was only after they brought in the cake, that I realised they had been planning on how to bring it up. Cause they kept talking to each other on the phone in CHINESE (obviously on purpose) but I only heard Xinyi's side of the convo. When I asked, they scolded me for eavesdropping or simply ignored me. Wonderful people, man. haha. Joel got scolded for not cutting his slice from the center. hahaha.
Junjek, Joel, Zhengjun, Me and Chanwei.
Most of the guys were not there. They took very long just to gather for a picture. Tsktsk. Act shy. haha.
LooLoo, Hanis and Joel preparing. While I stood waiting.
Looloo made me climb the stairs and made Joel bring his 3kg laptop to school for her slideshow..but in the end she didnt use his. haha. It was really sweet of her though. I loved it. Too bad it was raining heavily.. So, I couldnt hear the song that was played.
Me and LooLoo!
Me, Hanis and LooLoo.
Me and Joel, my lit buddy! The asst lit rep and lit rep for 08S53.
He gave me a birthday treat from the fruits stall! A generous slice of DRAGONFRUIT. haha.
The Dragonman showing me how to eat it with style.
Oh please. Let me show you how it's done.
hahaha.
Amy, Yuling, Xinyi and Joel then treated me to early dinner. Thank you very very much.
I will always remember those who fed me.
It was simple yet memorable. The cards, the gifts, the hugs, the wishes, the food, the pictures and the warmth on a rainy day. A special shout out to everyone who made this birthday a really happy one. =D
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Did this test in the middle of the night yesterday. haha. So interesting. Quite accurate actually. Joel's so annoying.. Keep bugging me to post this up.
However, since you helped me push in my chair during lit tutorial, I'll forgive you. I might even consider helping you be more gentlemanly. After all, it's good training for you (and me. haha.)
Admit it. It's a win-win situation.
Anyway, I also did the eCareers profile thingy. hahaha. My possible career paths include kindergarten principal, actress, psychologist, scriptwriter movie director etc. But dont worry, if I do get to make my own movie starring big stars...
I'll get Johnny Depp's autograph for you.
Auditions are over. Was super nervous. Could actually feel my hands tremble. I dont feel like touching harmoc again till.... Monday. Not like I have a choice. haha.
Saw LooLoo at Parkway. HAHAHA. So funny. But I bet she liked it lah, please. Then Amy came up with 'Eh. Marmar and Looloo. Become MarLoo!'
hahahaha.
Oh yeah. YuLing brought cookies on Friday and pretended that she baked it. haha. Of course she didnt lah. It looked so appetising. haha. Turned out to be the Julie's cookies. But what was memorable was how she actually bothered to take a picture of the halal sign that was on the Julie's tin. She was afraid that I wouldnt believe that the cookies were halal as she offered to me.
It may seem trivial to you.. but that teeny-weeny simple act was very important to me. Really thoughtful of her. =)Furthermore, she saved us with her food ration exercise when we were cold and hungry. Our most vulnerable state.
Hmm. Maybe we should nominate her for vGems. hahaha.
P.S My sis interrupted my thoughts by saying, 'Eh, write about me on your blog. Say that I'm pretty.'
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Went on a date with my darlings yesterday! Had harmoc in the morning then went off to Cedar for the fiesta thing. It was super crowded! Totally amazed to see lots of GUYS in Cedar. haha. Well, it WAS open to public (which explains the large amount of male species)... STILL it felt weird to be seeing them around.
Then Zhi Yun came along! It was so good to see her. And Jason too. hahahahahha. Love cam-whoring with the 4I girls.
Outside the gates of the Istana. 
H A P P Y
V D A Y !
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A reward for completing my econs essay. Since I cant do my essay based on DBSK like TAY ZHI YUN... I shall console myself with this.
Yoochun, Changmin, Jaejoong, Yunho and Junsu.
Sexy, baby.
Now, if only they could call out my name. hahahahahahahahaha.
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